What's in me

I am Called

I am called to fight
I am called to learn
I am called to stand with God
through is almighty word
and I am called
as a daughter of him

He sent his son for me
the he might die for me
and i must do my part
to come back to his light

I am called to live
I am called to give
a helping had to those in need
I will work through life
with an honest word
And i will strive to live in him

He sent his son for me
the he might die for me
and i must do my part
to come back to his light

I will serve faithfully
Because I am called
of him

I came home today from a pretty awesome day at school, and when I got on the computer I saw a link for the Joseph Smith movie. I sat and watched the movie, then decided to look at the ldsyouth.org... I can't remember the last time I felt the spirit this strongly. I know that I've done things in my life, but I also know that I'm a daughter of my Heavenly Father. As I listen to uplifting music, I can't help but think I want to share this with those around me. It's great to know that I can listen to music that has an uplifting message. I'm so grateful that I'm a member of this church and that I've meet so many great people. Without the church I don't know if I would have ever had the chance to know one of my greatest friends. Shantelle is an amazing example, I'm sure going to miss her when she goes off to college later this year. I've been able to receive so many blessings in my life because of this gospel. I know that my brother Jesus Christ came, lived, suffered and died for me. I also know that He was resurrected and lives again. I want to become more like Him, and stay worthy to live with Him and the Father again someday. I'm going to live my life worthy of going to the temple because that is the straight and narrow path. I will do everything I can to stay on that path of righteousness. I know and shout to the world that Joseph Smith was a prophet of Heavenly Father, and we have a living prophet today. I know that this gospel is true, with all my heart I know that it is true.

BLAH! (revised)

Life has challenges... but I can get through them if I only remember who I am and why I'm here.

The life we live

As humans we make many mistakes, some worse than others. But as someone who makes those stupid mistakes I'm glad that if I'm worthy things can change. There has never been a better experience than when I was standing outside of the Nauvoo Temple. I was so happy just to be there, and the fact that i was worthy to go in made it even better. I'm proud to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I know the things I have to do to stay happy, and nothing is going to compromise that. I am a daughter of my Heavenly Father, and He loves me; as a member of the church I can learn from my mistakes and be forgiven... to have the Atonement in my life is a true blessing.

(That was kinda serious... so now to a lighter subject.)
By now many of my friends may know that I've started dating!!! My life is finally starting to seem right. Things are changing and I couldn't be more happy. His name is Zack, and although he isn't a member of the church he respects my standards. I guess you could say we are in an "open relationship" we have both agreed to date other people as well as each other. I'm looking forward to meeting many new and interesting people and going on many a group date. :)

Life

So I can honestly say that life hasn't been that bad the past week or so... School is still stupid, but my friends are awesome! I'm glad that I can count on them for anything. My friend Allison has been going through some stuff... and I really wish I could help her, but I just don't know how. I've been talking to this guy for a couple weeks, and I'm really starting to like him, I hope things go ok, but I don't want to just date him, I just want to date around right now and see how things go. Maybe things will happen. I did some scrap booking today! I was having so much fun! I don't remember when I lost myself in something other than music like that. I'm still playing the cello, and it's going pretty well, I just wish I could do a little better, my goal is to be playing in symphony by next year... maybe. My sister, Elijah and I are going to be singing in church soon, I'm really scared... the last time I did that I was shaking five minutes later. Maybe things will go better this time though because I'll be singing with other people.

RaNdOmNeSs

Sooo... efy was awesome!!! Really want to go back next year if i can get enough money saved up. Trek was cool too! i really loved the woman's walk. I am now on syc!! I can't wait for a year full of fun things! I got my young womens medallion this sunday.... really liked how i had my full family there.... NOT... i'm actually kinda sad that my dad didn't go. Sophomore year is eh... just started.... it's sad.

Soccer

Ok, so school has been out for a couple weeks... (i think lol... can't remember and i'm too lazy to count) and most of the time i've just been watching soccer with my sister. She was pretty interested to find out that her favorite player wasn't playing for spain. Jacob is now on his mission along with my cousin Edgar. Maybe I'll get to write both of them...it is fun getting mail. Also went to so fun places....Baseball, kings island, and so on... lol. I went in and got things done for my retainer... CAN'T WAIT!!! I get these stupid braces off the week after young women's camp... so now i'm going to have a jade retainer...(it was that or turquoise.) I've had some trouble with friends over the past few months... but hopefully that is all over. Back to being happy and perky! lol... (maybe not as perky)