Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Always and Forever

wow... I guess it's been a long time since I've written. So much has changed. I'm getting married, in about two months... and things are moving fast. I don't know where we are going to get all the time to get everything done. I'm happy beyond belief, but at the same time I'm scared. Not scared about getting married, no, about after. I would do anything for my future husband, but I'm afraid that that wont be enough. I want everything for him, and I'm not sure if I can give him that. We get in fights over the most stupid stuff. He wants to be a mechanical engineer... but right now we are both are stressed and worried about school/futures. I am worried that stress will just get worse. I just want to see him happy. And I want to be happy with him, always and forever.